Trying to create a life I don’t have to escape from. Trying to create an everlasting holiday. A never ending summer where pieces are held together by nothing more than light and water.
Walking down the streets, feeling naked from within, no more hiding, no more hunting, no more wanting. Breaking the silence of your heart with cascades of laughter in tearful celebration of my deepest joy.
Being scared of myself most times because the endless roller coaster of happiness, salt and sun is shining deep on covered splinters of the hurt girl I am. Exploding in cascades of sharp glass, hurting and healing, caressing and feeling, drowning in the chaotic beauty of life to be ever loved, held and support by nothing but the pure essence of my own soul.